Thursday, November 19, 2009 ' 12:57
to you i lean on, from you i get the blessings and guidance. guide me through each day with a smile. (:
Friday, August 14, 2009 ' 22:53
WHY DO I KEEP RUNNING FROM THE TRUTH, WHEN ALL I EVER THINK ABOUT IS YOU. that was how i initially felt. DO YOU EVER THINK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE ALL THAT WE CAN BE, WHERE THIS THING CAN GO? AM I CRAZY OR FALLING IN LOVE? IS IT REAL OR JUST ANOTHER CRUSH? then i realised it was more than just a crush. WE WERE AS ONE BABE, FOR A MOMENT IN TIME. you made me feel like that. when we get in each others' embrace, the world seems perfect. TIME CAN'T ERASE A FEELING THIS STRONG. it seem like it was gonna last. deep down i could have guess it, this is not what i think it's gonna be. I AIN'T GONNA CRY NO, AND I WON'T BEG YOU TO STAY. this is just another chapter in my life. it adds more spice to my life story. no doubt it hurt me but nothing change. things are just the way it is. no lost, no gain. (:
Friday, July 24, 2009 ' 22:31
lost. that is just what i'm feeling right now. annoyed, is another. i don't even know why am i feeling such. this is what that's annoying me. is this post-adulthood-syndrome? haha. it suck. at one point, i can be feeling so happy and hyper, then the next minute, i'd be so depressed like as though i've just been dumped or rejected, except that this feels much worser than that. do i need an expert on mental health to help me sort out my uncertainties? sighs. sometimes, i feel like the whole world's burden is on my shoulder. and sometimes, i feel so empty and like the world's gonna crash down on me. what i'm going through right now might sound minor to some, but it's really bugging me. urgh. guess it's no point talking about it. not gonna make my situation any better. sighs.
Monday, July 20, 2009 ' 22:32
i woke up this morning and i realized that today is my dad's birthday. how old, i don't know. it has been 10 over years since i last saw him. honestly, i don't even know if he's still here or not. been hearing stories about him over the last years but just choose to let it pass. but whatever it is, i love him. the times we spent together. jeez. why am i even talking about this. anyways, i had a very pleasant day at work earlier on. and last weekend, i'm really proud of myself. i managed to do all the classes by myself without any problem. in fact, i enjoyed myself. came back early after soccer yesterday and wanted to nap but of cos i ended up not sleeping. haha. too much distractions. but right now, i'm definitely sleepy. yawns. later. :p
Sunday, July 5, 2009 ' 17:26
it's sunday. why am i not the least happy? maybe cos it's fading away. way faster than it made its way through. it has been a super ke-rreh-zehh week for me. so so exhausted. been sick half of the week and still not getting any better. very frustrating. i was just wondering if maybe the doctor gave me a wrong set of medicines. haha. c%$^&l sued for sending @#$%^&*# girl home. haha. i should get my one minute of fame if that was in the papers. lol. i don't know what is really wrong. it's been close to a week since i visited the doctor's. i felt so sick that day during work so i went for a quick visit in between work. got 2 days mc. but obviously went ahead with work. i just wasn't myself the last few days of the camp. sorry guys. i just hope things get better for the week ahead. smiles.
