Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ' 18:11
oh gosh, i swear to god that today is my most unlucky day. i won't regret if i'm not given a chance to live this day. i didn't realise in matter of hours so much can happen. actually not that much. hehe. well, earlier on i went for a job interview somewhere near eunos. it's a very stupid place i must say,trust me. after that whole interview was over, i sat down to take a rest beside this old lady. she then started talking to me. we talked about our lives. i mentioned we cos i shared mine too and i almost cried. haha. she asked whether have i had my lunch. i said no cos i really haven't. she then forced me to take $5 from her to have my lunch. this really moved me and it made me teared. she patted me on the shoulder and told me to be patient and learn to take things in stride. weirdly after that she left. i didn't think much about her unusual disappearance. so then i went for lunch all by my poor self. after lunch, i sat at this corner and smoked. as i was smoking, i noticed this guy walking up and down. he then sat in front of me. i just ignored him. after smoking, i just dumped the cigarette butt on the floor. moments later he came up to me saying that he's from NEA (some environmental thingy) and voila i was fined for littering. he said he's sorry he can't do anything cos his officers are all around. who are you trying to kid dude. go to hell. i just kept cool but deep down i was like damn. shouldn't have littered. fuck. so now i'm a pathetic jobless freak who has a $200 fine pending. what worst could have happen to anyone in matter of hours. just my stupid luck. maybe i'm a jinx. bad luck wherever i go. i just feel like crying my heart out loud right now. nobody understands how i feel. life really suck. for me at least.
