Friday, March 28, 2008 ' 13:15
tension. tension. tension. as the day draw nearer, i'm feeling so tense and stress. i wonder how am i gonna fair. sheesh. i'm so afraid. this will determine whether or not i get the job. can i put on a clown's costume and run the party? at least i'll look cute and stupid naturally. haha. be a monkey. run here and there. well, maybe i should be a monkey on that day. a monkey high on ecstacy. lol. anyways, i'm really freaking out about the trial party. i think about it all the time. she's gonna be watching you know. that's very pressurising. okay. you know what, i'm not gonna think much about it and i'll just go with the flow. everything's gonna be alright. (: