Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' 14:40
the last time i blog is exactly 2 months ago. fucking lot of shit happened in just the 2 months. first things first, work is still going alright (from what i think at least.) there's just so much to say but i don't where to start. everything's just a mess. that girl who changed my life, she's gone. forever. i'll never see her again. even if i do, it's not gonna be the same. in these 2 months, we celebrated my birthday, her birthday. the 3 of us do alot together. my birthday was a bash. hers was equally fantastic. all the credit goes to bestie. love you spongie. so that girl is gone and never coming back. the goodbye yesterday was so hard. it's really heart-breaking. i cried so much that my head hurt and my eyes was sorta swollen. never cried that bad for so long. then again. life goes on. i can't just let it affect my life. most importantly my work. cos it has been sucky lately. work have been annoying these days. the stupid people just won't leave me alone. i hate them. so much. like how just now when bestie told me that so and so called in and say that i was rude that sorta thing. it's really frustrating. everytime when i face them, i try to be different. i be the FAKE me. like acting nice and putting on a fake smile even how much i hate some of them. most of them are just great. they are really nice people. but some of them are so fucking annoying that you wish you could just shoot them dead at that very moment. well i take all of it as a challenge. an experience so maybe later in life, i'll know how to handle these people better. well i guess i better go now. gonna pop by fidgets. i can't sit at home if not i'll get all so emotional. i really don't know when i'll get a chance to write again but i'll try though.
