Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 01:38
weekend parties this time round was awesome. not that busy. i've been kinda lazy to fast these few days. i get hungry easily that's why. haha. last wednesday, me, bestie, mairead and hendria went to catch mamma mia the movie. well, i gotta say it was cool. very nice movie. only i think there's like a bit too much singing. hehe. back to work stuff. that person who wasn't at work at the beginning of the day came a bit later in the afternoon. like seriously it's so obvious you're sucking up to whoever. only a dumb asshole won't realise it. open up your eyes man. sighs. idk when is all these gonna stop. for fuck sake just be yourself. work normally like everyone else. then you'll eventually get credits for your hardwork. but then again that doesn't really count cos i've never see mine being appreciated. i'm not saying i've been working my ass off but at least i do what i'm paid for. fair enough. idk till when am i gonna hang on. sometimes when i come to think of it, i'm just kinda stupid to have to go through all these. but i'm just trying to be wise and not act on impulse. and of cos it because of bestie too. she's the reason i'm hanging on. i appreciate all the things she did for me. ily. anyways, i just hope tomorrow will be a great day ahead. hmm. hari raya is coming and i'm so not looking forward to it. i'm dragging myself to just be with my family for the day. but then again i don't wanna be selfish and just think about myself. so i'll be getting my day off on tuesday and will continue on an UNPAID leave on wednesday. kinda sucky right. i would rather work and get my DOUBLE pay. but it's okay, at least i'll be out from work and i can somehow or rather escape the drama for a day or two. well, gtg now. kinda sleepy already. got work in a couple of hours. yawns.
