Monday, September 22, 2008 ' 09:41
"hello, how are you?" that is my favourite phrase for fidgets. haha. life's been pretty alright lately. just a couple of events that bring me down but now i'm up on my feet again. last week bestie passed the message to me from someone. it's kinda long-winded but to sum it up, i'm actually rude and arrogant. at first when i got to know about it, it really sadden me. it's like i'm being judged only on the outside. all my bad points highlighted but my good points are never acknowledged. i'm pretty sure i wasn't being sensitive but just any could have felt that way. i feel used. it's really unfair. but i looked at things on the brighter side of cos and managed to brush all the negativities away. and it paid off. i got a compliment. it felt really good to be complimented. anyways, work aside. i talked to julia last week. she seem pretty alright. i hope she doesn't make rash decision. and to bestie thanks yet again for being there and helping me. i might sound mushy but seriously i don't know what i'll do without you. (:
