Sunday, December 14, 2008 ' 01:44
i'm missing bestie badly! this past few days have been disastrous without her around. everyday before and after work, i feel so aimless. guess i'm just too attached to her. haha. well, she needed a break and i'm glad she's coming back soon. yay! anyways, i went to plaza singapura earlier on. felt reluctant initially cos i was alone then i decided to ask sheila to tag along. after i did what i'm supposed to do, we had dinner and just chill. we talked and talked for close to 3 hours. it was a pretty interesting talk. we counselled each other. i'm glad i asked her along. i really hope she'll pop in fidgets tomorrow. we have got some business to attend to. hehe. anyways, work wise things are still alright. everything so far under control. YOU, corruption still rules right? fuck the changes. haha. besides work, my life seems to be filled with colours now. cos i've found that someone who i think i really like. like what i told rachael that person is called xx. people around me of cos know who i'm talking about but for the rest it'll just be a mystery. i can say that i'm actually in love with xx. well it could be infatuation though. what worries me the most is that xx is such a flirt. of cos xx don't admit it. xx is also so sensitive. and whenever there's arguments, i always have to be the one apologising even when it's not my fault at times. this frustrates me alot. really hate it!! i'm pretty sure xx is aware of my feelings but i'm jst afraid xx might just take all these as a joke. i'm really serious about this and i'm ready to take things to the next level. i hope xx could be more mature and take things seriously too. sorry if you think i was venting my anger at you just now, which i might have did but unintentionally though. sighs.. it's past 2 in the morning and i'm not at all sleepy. missing bestie badly la. ): late night tv shows anyone?? lol.
