Sunday, January 4, 2009 ' 18:40
i believe everyone faces different unhappiness in life. how you control your emotions is all that matters. yesterday i broke down so badly. like a child who lost her mum at a crowded place. it felt so bad to be rejected. i take it as a rejection but xx kept saying it's not. xx is just confused. i don't understand what is xx confused about. it's so unfair to me. i really like xx and i thought i should let xx know how i feel. at least from my point of view, it's better to know the truth now then later when it's even intense. i guess i was just over-confident. the second half of the day at work was disastrous. i couldn't concentrate well. i may look okay on the outside but deep inside i'm hurt. only time will heal everything. i really would wanna thank my bestie and some of my other colleagues who lend me a shoulder to cry on. love you guys! as for xx, just be yourself okay. nothing is gonna change. me and you, we are still friends. just pretend nothing happened and that i said nothing.
