Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ' 00:34
alone. that's what i'm feeling these past 2 days. cos bestie is not around. i can really feel her absence. sent her off to the airport on sunday. everything was alright except for one thing. i really don't understand why is that girl giving me the cold shoulder? it kinda upset me when she gave me this fucked up look when i said bye and take care. what did i do to you man? liking you is not what i can control. i can't control my emotions can i? i'm not asking you to like or talk to me. i don't care at all. anyways, forget that. it was really funny that day though, before she came. i had a birthday gift for bestie, as it was her birthday the following day. after she packed her stuffs, i slipped the present into her luggage without her knowing. wanted it to be like a surprise when she unpack at phuket. then ah, this girl said her luggage is heavy la. then called me, "eh come, help me to revise my stuff. see if you can bring home some stuff." i was like shit. no way man. cos if she unpacks, that is it. she's gonna see the gift. then i told her this, "eh, i think no need la. the stuff is okay. no need to unpack la." she said, "no no no, i need to revise. too heavy." so i unwillingly lay the luggage and pretended not to know the combination when she asked me. when it was me who set it. haha. she unlocked then i told her to unzip. at first she was like, "OMG! it's so chaotic in here." my heart skipped a million beat man. really hoping she missed it. then fuck, she saw it. then i confessed. "okay, that's from me. you're supposed to know it when you unpack in phuket." then she goes, "why didn't you stop me from revising me stuffs?" yeah right, i tried to and even changed topics for the 10th time but too bad. i failed, miserably. haha. she goes on, "thank you so much, it was really a surprise." you're most welcome bestie. that's the purpose, to surprise and to make you happy. (: hope you're enjoying yourself there. praying for your safety too. misses. (((((:
